Meditations on the Self



Trouble Will Find Me – The National

The National have developed a unique approach to traversing the tightrope that runs between mass appeal rock anthems (hazard:  brainlessness) and oblique/interesting exercises in thought (hazard:  indulgence.)  For a few albums now, the enormous tension in said rope has reduced a great many of their songs to a type of incantation:  oft-repeated phrasing and sinusoid rhythm elements which, run out at unhurried length and refusing to overreach, develop similar levels of angst in the listener.

Every bit of the strain on that mercilessly taut tether has managed to express itself through lead singer Matt Berninger’s remarkable, resonant voice.  As technology and instant information continue to sequester each of us in perfect cloisters of our own divining, The National, that voice, and their meditative songs have managed—now, again, and all the way through latest album Trouble Will Find Me—to create the music of an era.
  
Everyone has a slideshow of life-in-progress now; everyone has an expansive portable music collection; almost everyone goes to yoga.  We have arrived at the age of the Great Self, Alone, with all associated rapture and treachery.  Life has become a vast internal meditation.  Within this still, dark and expansive headspace (it can feel at times like a chilled boat ride across the Styx,) the National and their penchant for paced, captivating chant have thrived.  There is no other music like this being made by anyone, anywhere; funny thing, that, because these songs seems to exist within all of us.


It doesn’t take the band long, this time out, to get it exactly right, again.  Trouble Will Find Me begins with “I Should Live In Salt,” and the age-old National techniques reappear with familiar warmth and bracing chill.  The stately rhythm guitar and murmuring lead—a little bit “Sweetness Follows,” a little bit “E-bow the Letter”—command nervous attention.  A characteristic chant-like recital of non-sequiturs follows (“It takes me too much time;” “You’re not that much like me;” “Can’t you write it on a wall?”) each accompanied by the reminder “You should know me better than that.”    

Of course you should; or, of course it feels like you should.  Because each of us in this era knows ourselves better than any of us, or our predecessors, ever knew themselves before.  Or at least, it feels that way.  Just look at our profiles and listen to our playlists.  You should know us better than that.

The auto-iconography shows up again in track 2 “Demons,” and once more the vehicle is a deliberate, repetitive and gorgeous rhythm track.  The narrator:  “I am secretly in love with / everyone that I grew up with.”  There is personalized doom and regret from wall to wall. “The sudden sinking feeling of a man about to fly.”  “Never kept me up before / now I’ve been awake for days.”  Two tracks in, and it feels like we are bearing down on the equivalent of Dante’s innermost circle of personal hell.  Confined to one mind (“I stay down with my Demons,” is the actual refrain,) the results are a National-specific glowing meld of despair and exaltation. 

All of it arrives complements of the band’s masterful tendency to keep the nuts and bolts of their songs humble, low, and mesmerizingly subtle (if also perfectly recorded and produced.)  Tracks roll on for minutes with few-to-zero eyebrow-raising shifts in tempo or volume.  The effect is of a prolonged descent to a very deep ocean floor.  “Do my crying underwater,” goes “Demons.”  “And I can’t get down any further / All my drowning friends can see.”

And what, then, of the final grand catastrophe of the self-contained?  What about falling in love?  As brushes with ecstasy go, it isn’t the prettiest.  The delicate guitar and piano lines of “Fireproof” prep the listener for what is coming, or maybe for the explanation of what has already happened.  “You keep a lot of secrets, and I keep none / wish I could go back and keep some.”

Trust and emotional release are not the realities of this landscape.  Further along in “Fireproof” we have more shades of peak-era R.E.M.:  “You’re a needle in the hay / You’re the water at the door / You’re a million miles away / It doesn’t matter any more.”  There is loss everywhere throughout Trouble Will Find Me, the broken remnants of ties that the Great Self tried halfheartedly to construct, and went back later to inspect in the aftermath of fated dissolution.  

The companion piece to “Fireproof,” and the loveliest song on Trouble Will Find Me, is “Slipped,” once again written in ashes.  “I’m in the city you hated,” the narrator sings, again remembering, this time over a breathtaking, solemn piano.  The first lines of both verses are nominally about her, but really the remainder of the song is about the narrator,

            I’m having trouble inside my skin,
            I try to keep my skeletons in,
            I’ll be a friend and a fuck-up and everything,
            But I’ll never be anything you ever want me to be

Thanks for asking, though.

All of these songs sound like they could go on forever, which is not to say that they do not enthrall.  First, there is such personal hazard and intensity inherent in both sound and lyric that the repetition rivets rather than bores.  The second pertinent thing about the National’s technique of chant-building is this:  the smallest musical variants—a new isolated woodwind; a falsetto choral effect; a well-placed chord change or the coming or going of drums—can raise the effect of a wildflower in a lava field.  This was a technique introduced on High Violet, and perfected this time around.  Never have such low-amplitude songs sounded so interesting.
 
(The only two quibbles with this album:  1) the last movement of “Heavenfaced” rhymes incessantly in the distracting cat/hat tradition of Dr. Seuss, and 2) when one takes stock of how much loss has already occurred in so many of these songs, it seems a bit off that the album title is in the future tense.  That last quibble was actually just kidding.)

The emotional and technical effort and attention to detail contained within Trouble Will Find Me must surely be staggering, because the results sound effortless.  The album sounds half-a-lifetime wiser, but maybe only two weeks older, than 2010’s High Violet.  It is a streak of seamless excellence that recalls the rapid, spellbinding transition from stunning Out of Time to life-altering Automatic For the People, or OK Computer to Kid A.   Melodies are so natural as to seem inevitable; lyrics match the songs like vines on the walls of old churches.

Indeed, when we begin to contemplate the historical stature of High Violet and Trouble Will Find Me, we find that the past company the National now rightly keep is daunting in its combined timeline of impact:  the Smiths of 1984-1987 (basically the band’s entire career;) R.E.M. of 1987-1997 (Document to New Adventures in Hi-Fi;) Radiohead of 1997-2007 (OK Computer to In Rainbows.)  This is an entire history of indie music.  The National have been running with the baton since 2007’s Boxer.  They are still running, in strides of aweing grace.

Zero-gravity training for would-be astronauts involves flying an empty airliner to altitude in a hugely elongate parabola; the final seconds of the ascent and the first seconds of the descent are so subtle as to make the apogee a prolonged experience in weightlessness.  The National are up there now, floating.  For how long we do not know.  But for a while now, the best band in the world.

Keepers: 1-13

May 2013